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22:50 Jul 31 2008
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20:53 Jul 30 2008
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Never tell me that I only listen to one genre of music.





I'll make a playlist to prove you wrong and email it to you. XD

06:52 Jul 30 2008
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So the only picture of Erik I had was on the other computer.



It wasn't even a clear picture of him either. So my smart behind didn't even think to search for him on facebook.



Until yesterday. XD



I have had his full name and what school he goes to for a while now.



Sure enough I ran a search and he was the only person with his name. heh



*goes to poke him again*

19:15 Jul 28 2008
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Ok, so it wasn't an Epic Fail day.



More like a fucktwit having to hit on me day.



-.-

18:51 Jul 28 2008
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o.o



Sometimes I wonder why I bother responding. I should have just deleted it.

(bottom up)

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On 17:41:14 Jul 28 2008 (-0 GMT) Abstract wrote:



Oh, two females that can't sing. Gotcha.



On 17:40:50 Jul 28 2008 (-0 GMT) motleyfan wrote:



lol, amy lee is the lead singer of evanescence and cristina is the lead singer of lacuna coil



On 17:38:12 Jul 28 2008 (-0 GMT) Abstract wrote:



I don't know who either of those people are. Sorry.



On 17:34:09 Jul 28 2008 (-0 GMT) motleyfan wrote:



thats crazy you have the perfect look kinda like a mix between amy lee and cristina scabbia



On 17:29:53 Jul 28 2008 (-0 GMT) Abstract wrote:



I don't think I'm beautiful in the least. And I'm currently playing a video game.



On 17:28:48 Jul 28 2008 (-0 GMT) motleyfan wrote:



well ur really beautiful, what are you up too? i have pics on myspace at www.myspace.com/m0tleyfan i would classify myself as emo-goth



On 17:25:39 Jul 28 2008 (-0 GMT) Abstract wrote:



I can get any messages I want. Help, and hello messages.



On 17:24:47 Jul 28 2008 (-0 GMT) motleyfan wrote:



just wondering when you get to the level your on, are people allowed to send you a regular whats up type message or are they only allowed to message you for help?

17:52 Jul 28 2008
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Today is going to be one of those Epic Fail days.



I can just feel it.

08:12 Jul 28 2008
Times Read: 923

Redid my profile the way I wanted to do a few weeks ago.



And I put my two new obsessions of songs on there.



heh

02:53 Jul 27 2008
Times Read: 936

Myspace can go fuck itself.



Telling me that they don't have any way of getting IP addresses of where an account is logged in.



BULL SHIT



I know for a fact that any website can do that. It's done here on VR. Its done over on Sk. Its even done on Impsvillage.



And they are telling me that they don't do that?



It's fucking myspace. Probably the most visited site on the web.



Hell the cops even asked if anyone knew my brothers myspace stuff to see if they can track him down that way.





*growls*



This is real life shit. Obviously these people don't understand that MY 15 year old brother hasn't been seen since Tuesday. I raised him. I was there for him during all the crap. I want to know if he is fucking safe.



Fuck you myspace, fuck you.

19:08 Jul 26 2008
Times Read: 955

When you talk about honor you should always look on yourself and see if what you are doing is honorable.



And then when you think you are in the right, look in a mirror and see the wrong. Karma is a bitch and it will bite your ass back.



I remember a while back I wrote an entry about how I get when I feel family is threatened. It happened once and I held my mouth. Now it's happened twice. tsk tsk tsk



Am I wrong to get involved?



Absolutely NOT. When I get phone calls from someone that is a brother to me about dumb ass drama on a website I get pissed. Not because its pathetic, but because it was over something retarded as all hell.



Then more shit hits the fan, this time involving someone else I consider close to me.



Before I go on with my day and go back to playing my game I'm going to leave with this.



hon·or

1. honesty, fairness, or integrity in one's beliefs and actions: a man of honor.

2. a source of credit or distinction: to be an honor to one's family.

3. high respect, as for worth, merit, or rank: to be held in honor.

4. such respect manifested: a memorial in honor of the dead.

5. high public esteem; fame; glory: He has earned his position of honor.

6. the privilege of being associated with or receiving a favor from a respected person, group, organization, etc.: to have the honor of serving on a prize jury; I have the honor of introducing this evening's speaker.

09:10 Jul 26 2008
Times Read: 956

Gawd dammit



I totally promised someone the computer 2 hours ago.



I blame Erik. He had me rethinking my gear and stuff.



Damn he hijacked my character concept. He's lucky I like it.



XD



And jeebus when I sit down in Dofus it looks like I'm kneeling next to him.

Am I in the wrong?
01:35 Jul 26 2008
Times Read: 978

I was sitting in the bedroom and went to give John a kiss and noticed some chick messaged him and called him angel. I have known that he has been dealing with someone that likes him, but I figured I would stay out of the picture and let him handle it. I mean he does the same for me.



Well today I decided to message this chick. I politely asked if she would refrain from contacting him simply because when you start to call someone an angel and get smushy with them it gets to me.



Am I wrong for stepping in? Or should I have just let him handle it?

20:49 Jul 25 2008
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I found this the other day when running a random photobucket search. I loved it so much and I wish I knew who was the artist.

20:32 Jul 25 2008
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I really hurts me having to tell people that find me to be like a sister that I'm sick.



Especially when they think their lives suck and want to die.



I guess that is what I do for people. I try to buffer them from crap and I take it all on myself.



And this just makes me think about this coming week. I will get to meet another Dofus friend this week. She is coming into town today and wants to hang out. John has met her before so this will be fun. She knows I'm sick and hates to hear when I'm feeling bad. She is always great to talk to even though I get sick of the emotional attachment things she talks about. Its hard to listen to her talk about how she only wants to marry Erik when he tells me that he doesn't have the same feelings.



Erik came to me with his issues and she came to me with hers.



John got lucky, he didn't get Erik's side of everything like I did.



:/

17:25 Jul 25 2008
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*yawn*



I am not liking how this day started already.



People are pmsing that shouldn't be and the one that should be isn't.



And there was something about a sleeping velociraptor brought up.



Today is going to be odd......



And I feel like renaming my journal again. Dunno why though.

Why? Why? WHY?
00:32 Jul 24 2008
Times Read: 1,016

Why do people tell me to not be so happy when I was telling them about my crappy day?



And then message me later apologizing and telling me that it's stupid to be friends with him.



-.-

00:51 Jul 23 2008
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I have got to learn to not word vomit so much.



I think I'm going to hide away tonight because of what I said.



*kicks her own ass*

21:50 Jul 21 2008
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For anyone that is afraid that they are going to be "hacked" here is a few tips



One, don't give your account information out.



Two, make sure you have a good password. Make sure it has both numbers and letters as well as a combination of lowercase and capital letters.



Three, DON'T GIVE YOUR ACCOUNT INFO OUT.



It isn't hacking if you GAVE them the information.





It's you being a dumbass.



Yes I know one and three are the same. Its to stress a point.



*nod*

13:48 Jul 18 2008
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So apparently I'm on a list of people that didn't rate a craptastic profile a 10.





See if someone would actually READ my profile they would know why I didn't rate them a 10. And the more they spam me about it the lower the rate will go.



I'm not here to boost your ego with a number about a crudely coded page, with images that were stolen from other artists, and bullshit information about satanism. (i'm not even going into my thoughts on that religion since it is so early) The juggalo thing doesn't really bother me, I have a fucking hatchet girl tattooed on me for crying out loud. And he has pop-ups. I hate those, they fuck me up and lag my damn computer when I'm gaming.



Hmpf

19:14 Jul 16 2008
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17:20 Jul 16 2008
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I know that VR has a big heart. Just look at what is going on with the charity auction. I am coming out to everyone to ask for a little help. Every year I am a participant in the Making Strides campaign against Breast Cancer. This year has a slight change. My family is making our own team. But in order for us to be able to walk we need help. We are trying to raise 250 dollars to help the American Cancer Society with research and treatment of Breast Cancer. Since the ACS also has a focus on Cervical Cancer this is really important to me. Last year I was diagnosed with Cervical cancer. Because of the state I live in, I can not get any help for treatment. Thus I have been left untreated for a year at least. I am urging everyone here to just take a time to stop by our team page and read a little. Even if you don't donate just taking the time to look would be awesome. The reason we are doing this walk is because my mother is a 3 time survivor of Breast cancer. Not everyone is that lucky.



Click to go to our page: The Cuties

Recap
06:44 Jul 16 2008
Times Read: 1,103

Well since I have been without the internet for 2 weeks I have been exposed to various different instances that I feel like sharing with everyone.



♦ While at the dollar store John and I got to witness a guy get arrested for stealing a 2 dollar shirt. That was funny as all hell.

♦ I played Final Fantasy (9) for my first time ever. I had an added challenge, I couldn't save. We don't have a memory card so I was really having issues. I made it to the 3rd disk before the power flickered. *sniff*

♦ I really love the new Panic! At The Disco song. It is so happy and summery.

♦ I have been playing Super Monkey Ball a lot now. I know I can save that.

♦ I had my Howl-O-Scream auditions this past Saturday and got my part already. Only thing I'm worried about is if Inbev buys Anheiser-Busch will I have that job. *worries*

♦ I want to know how the hell you stretch the word "umbrella" out really long. o.o

♦ And to end things, I got into an argument about if pixels are real.



*bows* I think that is pretty much it.



A new profile will be forthcoming. I made a really awesome picture the day before the net crashed and I have been dying to use it lol.

04:11 Jul 16 2008
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Since when does VR redirect to a different page with an ad on it?



o.O



I don't like that at all.

18:39 Jul 15 2008
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So because of no computer I missed a chance to meet Erik.



Dammit



And he now has our number. So that's a good thing.



My fears about him losing his job are fine. The whole AB thing is not what we were told. (more on that later)

17:14 Jul 15 2008
Times Read: 1,128

*kicks net*



OK now I am back.



XD